My Aficionado

They love to walk the chalky road, trek the windy artery of my tallest Mounts. They pride themselves in absorbing the view, inhaling me in and scanning every inch of me. I praise and recognise their tenderness for swallowing me whole, yet i still selfishly felt so hidden. It was the big picture that they [...]

to the holy land

i've been trying to reflect for a couple of days now but i keep delaying it. i don't know if it's because i subconsciously find that it lacks importance or if i'm just scared of where my mind will go. but here i am anyway, forcing myself to sit down with a laptop in bed [...]

mocking jay

i am the best Me when i am with you not in a you-make-me-want-to-be-a-better-person kind of way but in a twisted i-have-to-be-the-most-patient-and-giving-and-understanding-person-in-the-world-because-i'm-the-only-one-who-tolerates-you-and-you-don't-deserve-me-but-i-don't-know-how-to-let-you-go way i wish i had the heart to list all the one thousand and one reasons you're bad for me but saying it out loud makes it real makes it valid for me [...]

a play

it's cliche how i didn't want to fall for you in fall but i did. i still remember the date of our first date. do you? we listened to my favourite band in our matching hair bands. then, we went to a fair and you won but you cheated, so it wasn't fair. i keep [...]